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So i havent talked about it much in the last year or so but it seems i will be going in for surgery finally. This will be one of three ... Im scared Panicked and not looking forward to this but i need to do this cause if it all goes well and this fixes whats wrong i will no longer have extremely bad asthma and will finally be able to one Go to school and two actually be able to do things other then sit around all day trying to breath. The first one is on the 27th man i am so nervous and panicked its almost like i cant breath like someones choking me but .... i know with the support of my family and friends ill be okay so just a warning i might not be on on the 27th so if you want to talk note me and ill get back to you once i can meaning it might take a day or two.
Edit the date has been pushed back but not by much. Its not the 28th instead of the 27th Thank you
Edit the date has been pushed back but not by much. Its not the 28th instead of the 27th Thank you
Update
Its been a while since i posted here heck im barely on dA anymore only pop in now and then to answer rp notes.
So first off i am doing okay health wise thanks to the new medication i think and im not sure yet its working and i got the first shot a couple weeks back in November. From what i can tell my asthma seems okay, havent pushed myself yet such as going out and trying to walk around a bit more or jog a bit im a little nervous and scared that if i push myself ill find nothings changed but i should try right try and push myself a bit right?
Anyway health seems to be getting to where i can have a life for once and go out and hang out agai
Irma has passed
So yeah irma passed a while ago, our power flickered on and off for a bit during the heavy parts of the storms during the first night. We luckily kept power, and have been fixing up parts of the house damaged suck as the fence the dog fence and believe the roof will need a bit of work. Sadly we are broke, after the last month or so we've had its been just bullshit and more bull shit.
As in my last post our garage door's spring broke and we needed to fix it then the Ac unit went and had to fix that. Shortly after that was fixed dad went into the hospital for heart issue and needed surgery currently he is home recovering but if he gets worse a
Everything gone wrong
As the title says, Since going to megaplex a furry con here in florida everything that can go wrong has.
First was the garage when we came home broke, the spring broke and had to spend four hundred to get it fixed.
Next thing to go horribly wrong was for a week the Ac unite was broken, was sitting in 100 degree heat for a week almost felt like i was about to pass out just sitting here. got that fixed another 1000+ we didnt have.
Last and final thing to go wrong is dad got sick, heart problems again. He is currently in the hospital and is being moved to another hospital tomorrow. From what ive heard is he stopped breathing more then once an
=A= life sucks
So :/ as ive said in the passed super bad asthma that originally couldnt walk two feet with out almost dying, finally got the surgeries sadly ... no change cant leave the house still. Even more doctors, only thing that changed is the friends i had around me offline ... one was stealing from me the other.... Abandoned me, some friends i can pick huh. Depression hit again and well feel like taking my Bowie Knife to my throat and just slicing through.... sometimes i just think thatd be best but who knows i wouldnt be able to cause i know what id do to my family if i did .... I just dont think this will ever change i think ill ever be able to hav
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That's awesome, man! I really wish you luck and a quick recovery~ ♥